.

2012-02-13T23:04:00.002+01:00

There's a silence surrounding us, the snow destroyes the echoes of the world.

2012-02-08T19:43:00.001+01:00

My computer is down/ if I turn it on there might be an accident including some throwing and the floor. So more instagrams, boring I know, but that's all I got.

London through instagram

2012-01-25T08:51:00.001+01:00

It's a mix and match...

London

2012-01-18T18:08:00.001+01:00

I'm off to London! Well, actually tomorrow but spending the night in Malmö.

2012-01-18T07:49:00.001+01:00

Världen somnar in i en stillsam slummer, vi driver runt med smärta i ögonvrån och oroliga hjärtan. Sopar med stilla rörelser upp spillt kaffe med fötterna, ser hur de vita strumporna får bruna ringar som växer och till slut torkar in. Kaffedarr och rastlöshet. Vintermörkret är sällan välkommet, det är hatat och förbannat men vi finner oss i att det är allt vi har. Sommaren kommer snart min kära, den väntar runt hörnet, bakom stormar och skyfall. Snart finns solen även på vår sida av jordklotet.

2012-01-15T13:23:00.003+01:00

We spend way too many hours looking through dirty glass

Way too many life times not noticing

2012-01-11T23:14:00.002+01:00

camera: Praktika L2film: Kodak Ektar 100

2012-01-11T12:00:00.001+01:00

Sömnlösheten som genomsyrar allt det som en gång var, vi bygger blåsvarta hav under rödsprängda ögon, lever på syrligt kaffe. hjärtat det utmattade, slår i takt med koffeinet. Om jag bara kunde få sova tillräckligt.

2012-01-08T18:10:00.001+01:00

new trenchcoat, it's huge.

Solitude

2012-01-07T01:41:00.001+01:00

2012-01-06T12:38:00.001+01:00

This is a beautiful day.

after the storm

2012-01-05T14:47:00.003+01:00

I'm no good with straight horizons.

Shot with a Praktika L2 and Kodak Ektar 100

2012-01-05T00:02:00.002+01:00

I can't breath

I miss you

2012-01-04T19:14:00.001+01:00

Got some films I developed, this is from a day at the beach late fall with my dear Nea.

2011-12-31T14:43:00.001+01:00

The cold came later than usual, happy new years. Xx

aquarium

2011-12-31T00:12:00.001+01:00

a day of silence

2011-12-30T22:26:00.001+01:00

2011-12-29T21:51:00.004+01:00

Spent the day in Denmark with my parents for their 22nd wedding anniversary. We had a lovely dinner in Copenhagen and paid a visit to Denmarks aquarium. As much as I love to see the all the ocean creatures I have a sincere dislike for these poorly kept tourist attractions. I sat in front of the shark tank crying most of the time...

land locked blues

2011-12-26T23:04:00.002+01:00

"and the world's got me dizzy again, you think after 22 years I'd be used to the spin"

Christmas eve

2011-12-25T01:32:00.001+01:00

2011-12-21T15:06:00.003+01:00

It really doesn't feel like a birthday without family or presents (I know, cheesy right)
So now I'm gonna bake a stupid cake.
I don't like growing older.

2011-12-21T00:30:00.001+01:00

happy fucking birthday
to me

last christmas

2011-12-20T00:27:00.001+01:00

there was snow

2011-12-20T00:18:00.001+01:00

Bowerbirds are coming to Europe this spring, that makes me a very happy girl...

those who go

2011-12-18T19:04:00.001+01:00

The crisp silence, the never ending rain.

2011-12-18T17:20:00.000+01:00

2011-12-11T18:53:00.000+01:00

2011-12-08T21:45:00.004+01:00

Vintern har sitt järngrepp runt decembers mörka dagar, vinden som aldrig dör sliter sönder mina fnasiga händer. Sömnen lindar in sig likt en drömvärld bakom ögonlocken vareviga gång jag blinkar, blundar, gråter.

Jag satt med min farmor i det överhettade huset vid havet, utslagen efter timmar av julbak och ytliga konversationer. Med sina vackra händer runt ett glas avslagen julmust viskade hon fram en stilla önskan

”Jag skulle så gärna bara vilja höra koltrastarna en sista gång…”

Och vi vet det så väl, både hon och jag, att chansen är inte så stor. Åldern sliter ut hennes lilla kropp med ny intensitet, mörkret ger henne hängande påsar under ögonen och det en gång så vackra rynkiga ansiktet tycks tappa sin grace, sakta dras mot marknivå. Och det mördar mig, att två av de vackraste människorna jag någonsin träffat vandrar på så pass tunna linor, att de spelar varje dag med livet som insats, ett spel de aldrig kommer vinna.

Livets oundvikliga slut.

"We are going to die, and that makes us the lucky ones. Most people are never going to die because they are never going to be born. The potential people who could have been here in my place but who will in fact never see the light of day outnumber the sand grains of Sahara. Certainly those unborn ghosts include greater poets than Keats, scientists greater than Newton. We know this because the set of possible people allowed by our DNA so massively outnumbers the set of actual people. In the teeth of these stupefying odds it is you and I, in our ordinariness, that are here.” Richard Dawkins – Unweaving The Rainbow

Music obsessions of 2011

2011-12-08T14:02:00.002+01:00

to mention a few

Gayngs – Relayted

The War On Drugs – Slave Ambient

Bon Iver – Bon Iver

Angus & Julia Stone – A Book Like This

Bright Eyes – The People's Key

Gardens & Villa – Gardens & Villa

Kurt Vile – Smoke Ring For My Halo

The Cave Singers – No Witch

M83 – Hurry Up, We're Dreaming !

Queens Of The Stone Age – Queens Of The Stone Age

all we grow

2011-12-06T23:27:00.002+01:00

S. Carey – All We Grow

Vi är alla fyllda med hål och rostiga i kanterna

oxidationen som påskyndas av syrehalt och ren illvilja

Att stirra med tomhet i blicken

Vinter

vad gör du med mig

the walker

2011-12-03T20:44:00.001+01:00

crystal rope

2011-12-01T18:18:00.002+01:00

2011-11-30T18:52:00.000+01:00

Solitude / Loneliness

tornado

2011-11-30T01:13:00.001+01:00

♥

2011-11-29T17:03:00.000+01:00

December is just around the corner and I would really like some snow right about now.

blood bank

2011-11-29T17:00:00.000+01:00

my gums are killing me.

2011-11-28T19:41:00.002+01:00

I miss summer.

heartbeats

2011-11-24T00:18:00.003+01:00

Vi lärde oss varandras kroppar likt stjärnhimlar. Du vet, jag minns fortfarande dina leverfläckars exakta position, memorerade likt stjärnbilder på blek hud.

Vi är evolutionens extranummer, den enda rasen skapade med förmågan att förstöra

allt.

Och vi blir förvånade över mänsklighetens totala ignorans.

Älskade, vi har alltid varit de svaga.

2011-11-23T20:03:00.003+01:00

too tired to function.

come weekend, come...

2011-11-22T15:25:00.000+01:00

och med stilla andetag

minns vi

allt

2011-11-21T01:16:00.001+01:00

Gardens & Villa in Copenhagen

2011-11-21T00:29:00.004+01:00

We crossed the bridge from Malmö to Copenhagen and went for a long search for the venue KB18 where Gardens & Villa were playing.We found the venue, at last, and the gig was amazing, as presumed.

Outside the venue before the gig.

(had a few too many beers, so not the best photos... I know)

black hills

2011-11-18T13:27:00.002+01:00

Me and my curls (don't ask) are off to Copenhagen to see Gardens & Villa play.

2011-11-16T12:04:00.001+01:00

Gayngs – Faded High

red sunsets & white mornings

2011-11-16T12:00:00.001+01:00

2011-11-15T16:05:00.001+01:00

we should get a life.

2011-11-14T02:56:00.001+01:00

Went through my Flickr and found some old self portraits I didn't even remember. Time flies by too fucking fast.

Vejbystrand

2011-11-13T00:07:00.002+01:00

Spending the weekend at our house by the ocean with my dear Nea. I'm in awe, this place is the most beautiful I know.

Fleet Foxes in Malmö

2011-11-11T23:56:00.002+01:00

last breath

2011-11-11T19:49:00.001+01:00

Bon Iver in Stockholm, yet again

2011-11-08T12:26:00.001+01:00

Bon Iver x 3

fall

2011-11-06T23:50:00.000+01:00

2011-11-06T17:15:00.004+01:00

I'm out of two very important things at the moment - cheese doodles and books to read, anyone have any suggestions? On books to read, not cheese doodles, obviously...

2011-11-06T01:27:00.001+01:00

Here's something I'll regret wishing for in March - but I would really really like some snow right about now...

Bon Iver in Stockholm

2011-11-05T20:46:00.002+01:00

The gig was truly amazing, I'm lost for words. But if you do have the chance to go see this band, just do it.
I couldn't stop smiling when they opened up with Perth and then I cried my eyes out during Michicant and The Wolves (Act I and II).
Wow.

Bon Iver

2011-11-04T09:37:00.000+01:00

I'm off to Stockholm for the Bon Iver show, super excited, super super super...

Yeah, you get the picture, see ya!

relayted

2011-11-03T01:04:00.003+01:00

Printed two shirts with the Gayngs

logo, just for fun.

Seriously though, great great great band...

Yumchaa Teas

2011-10-31T23:17:00.005+01:00

As soon as winter creeps in I find myself drinking and buying more and more tea. I get hooked on fresh green tea, obsessed with fruity roobios, addicted to smokey black tea and absolutely amazed by the light leaves of white tea.
And then I get all sentimental and miss my old job in London at the lovely tea house Yumchaa, so when in London, make sure you stop by at least one of their amazing shops. Or order the teas online, they're amazing.
Some photos I took with my old Praktica LB.Yumchaa Camden Parkway

The teas

Outside Yumchaa at Camden Lock

Julia in the Lock.

Rainy days at the Lock.

2011-10-31T15:03:00.002+01:00

Woke up with this lovely man by my side.

nick of time

2011-10-28T19:33:00.002+02:00

to love to live

stand up mania

2011-10-28T19:26:00.002+02:00

Humorhimlen i onsdags, Tankesmedjan i torsdags. Fy helvete vad vi skrattat. Nu får vi sura i några veckor.
Josefin Johansson från p3's humorhimlen.

Simon Svensson och Ola Söderholm från p3's tankesmedja under Humorhimlen på Babel.

Emma Knyckare, med fellow tankesmedjare på Mejeriet i Lund.

Ola Söderholm

Jonatan Unge

Simon Svensson

2011-10-28T19:11:00.001+02:00

Red wine and I guess we have the penthouse blues.

michicant

2011-10-28T12:21:00.002+02:00

Can't believe I'm seeing Bon Iver in less than a week.

I really can't...

2011-10-23T22:27:00.002+02:00

Och vi gör cirklar i smutsen kastar blickar under luggar rensar bort skiten under naglarna med slitna spelkort. Borstar bort det på söndertvättade jeans samt håliga strumpbyxor. Ska vi spela om det? En lek på blodigt allvar vinner du så är världen vår vinner jag så slits vi ner till fettpartiklar och slitna hårtoppar. Dina ögon borde inte kunna gräva djupare hål se djupare raviner men ändå så fortsätter det gräver och river spottar i ansikten i hjärtan. Ögon så obetydelsefulla och grå. Vi spelar du har mitt liv gör vad du vill släng det dränk det spara det i dina minnens dunkla korridorer.

Cirklarna i smutsen. I brist på vilja sopar vi dammkorn under sängen, slänger kvitton i lådan med underkläder som missfärgats i tvätten och aldrig får användas.

Vi blir råttor hittar kryphål snälla kyss mig igen ingen behöver någonsin få veta.

Att lämna värderingar och ge plats för stenar och grus.

Let’s drink to that.

M83 - Midnight City

2011-10-23T12:00:00.000+02:00

sing, sing, sing

2011-10-19T11:44:00.002+02:00

Early day with Benny Goodman and Duke Ellington, off to Malmö for some swing.

let's get fucking mental

2011-10-19T01:44:00.002+02:00

2011-10-18T14:22:00.001+02:00

Young Dreams & Sondre Lerche at Loppen

2011-10-18T14:09:00.003+02:00

We spent saturday night in Christiania, Copenhagen. A few of my favorite norwegians played at an awesome place called Loppen. Happy times, indeed.

2011-10-13T21:39:00.001+02:00

Spontanious hair cutting. Not the best habbit, I admit that.

random days of magic

2011-10-13T21:25:00.001+02:00

the gaudy side of town

2011-10-05T01:05:00.001+02:00

This is so awesome I don't even know where to start. So I won't start at all.

2011-10-03T01:02:00.003+02:00

I miss being in love when the nights grow colder. I miss him and I miss everyone I ever met. It's so quite here.

.

2011-10-01T22:54:00.001+02:00

Yelle at Debaser

2011-10-01T22:48:00.002+02:00

baby missiles

2011-09-24T21:01:00.001+02:00

Den där insikten som smyger sig på i snigelfart, likt seg sirap som långsamt fyller upp hålet i bröstkorgen, seg sötma.

Jag har kommit över honom.

Och allt är precis som det ska vara.

Istället blir jag kär i de oåtkomliga. De amerikanska männen med stubbiga hakor, söta pojkar med blyga ögon, and so the story goes…

Och det gör ont, men att få sitt hjärta fyllt av kärlek för natten och att förlora det i morgonljusets första timmar passar mig ganska bra. Att hångla i förråd, att springa med dimmigt sinne i natten bredvid en varm kropp, allt det där som fyllde tonåren med smärta och löjlig lycka.

Att börja älska livet. Lite, lite mer.

The War On Drugs

2011-09-24T17:50:00.003+02:00

The War On Drugs played at Debaser Malmö, and we where there, obviously.

midnight city

2011-09-24T17:43:00.001+02:00

love.

¨

Copenhagen & Megafaun

2011-09-24T16:46:00.003+02:00

To celebrate my friends birthday we took a trip over the bridge to Copenhagen where we spent the night at Loppen watching the amazingly talented guys in Megafaun play.

2011-09-07T19:10:00.001+02:00

2011-09-04T21:01:00.002+02:00

Decided to go home with my parents for a few days, so now me and my cat are utterly bored in the car. Will be nice though, haven't seen a few of my friends for months.

Kompis

2011-09-03T21:08:00.002+02:00

According to facebook it's exactly one year ago since my neighbours moved in and brought with them my darling cat. She probably spends more time in our house then their's, I take it as a compliment. She is the most adoreable thing ever and we've spent many many hours playing catch and hanging out on the couch. (Yes, she plays catch and she's fucking awesome at it, dog cat.)

turnin' on the screw

2011-09-02T22:43:00.001+02:00

beth/rest

2011-09-02T21:07:00.002+02:00

Bon Iver On World Cafe

kill the horns

2011-09-02T21:00:00.001+02:00

2011-09-01T00:20:00.003+02:00

Summer solitude.
Kitchen.
Grandma.
Vejby värdshus.
The lovely cat from next door.

Copenhagen

2011-08-31T23:22:00.002+02:00

Went to Copenhagen with my dear friend Victoria, we drank danish beer and went to Vega for another gig with Kurt Vile & The Violators.

Nomnom.
Victoria freezing in the rain.
Duke Garwood.

The Cave Singers at Malmöfestivalen

2011-08-30T01:09:00.002+02:00

The lovely guys in The Cave Singers did an amazing gig aswell.

Tingsek at Malmöfestivalen

2011-08-29T23:11:00.002+02:00

My dear friend Magnus Tingsek played a gig last Tuesday at the festival, awesome as always!

Kurt Vile at Malmöfestivalen

2011-08-28T00:07:00.004+02:00

Finally home after an amazing week in Malmö, tons of awesome gigs and lovely people. Kurt Vile & The Violaters were awesome.

2011-08-21T16:42:00.002+02:00

I really don't like physics and I wish I had some Einstein DNA encoded. But no, so the probability of me failing my exam tomorrow is pretty high. Like, written in stone.
Well, off to Malmö it is.

dream on

2011-08-20T15:38:00.001+02:00

Nästa vecka kommer mitt hjärta hem, det blir kaos, det blir bäst.

2011-08-19T21:06:00.002+02:00

Att skriva kärleksbrev på tåg. På baksidan av kartor. På pärmen av en bok. På kvitton.Kärleksbrev som aldrig kommer fram. Som glöms bort, blir slitna pappersbollar och färgas av vinet som envisas med att läcka ut i väskan och lämna en sur stank. Kärleksbrev fyllda av minnen, av känslor, av hat. Och framförallt, kärleksbrev fyllda av dig.Till dig. Min älskade.Saker jag aldrig berättade.

.

2011-08-18T23:20:00.004+02:00

Memories.

shadowplay

2011-08-18T18:54:00.011+02:00

Got a B&W film processed. They kind of fucked it up (note to self: stick to doing it yourself) but still like them. Here's a few!

rainy day women

2011-08-17T23:38:00.002+02:00

Never ending rain and look, I'm wearing that bloody shirt again...

the kids

2011-08-17T01:14:00.003+02:00

In Malmö with my dear friends.Beer and Masterquiz from 85 ain't that bad!

.

2011-08-13T19:33:00.003+02:00

My family just left the summer house, it's so quite and Im already going a bit insane.

Not fond of being alone, fact.

Been cooking food for an army and crying my eyes out while trying to remember everything I ever learned about chemistry.

Exam on monday.

Gonna fail.

Badly.

And then facebook comes along and have to remind me of my status update a year ago.

Apparently I was very happy and in love...

Fuck this.

baby's arms

2011-08-12T21:55:00.002+02:00

autumn

2011-08-11T20:03:00.001+02:00

The rain is causing me to fall into my autumn music a bit too early, Simon & Garfunkel, my loves.